Hello! My name is Stefanie and I live in Thailand. I am recently married to a Thai national and am currently managing my husband's rock climbing business. I have fulfilled my greatest dreams abroad, and currently live in Paradise: also known as Railay Beach! This blog shares stories, advice, anecdotes and hard-learned lessons from my years abroad.
24.6.11
Elephants Freak Out at ENP
21.6.11
Road of Resistance, Burma documentary
"In the summer of 2006, four friends from San Diego, California set out on a mission to expose the atrocities being done to the people of Burma, more specifically, the Karen people – one of the country’s largest ethnic groups. Burma has quietly been host to the world’s longest running civil war – waged between the country’s military dictatorship and detractors from the regime.
Burma is a closed country known for strong penalties including imprisonment for people found inside its borders without the proper documentation. However, they knew that in order to capture the story they needed, they would have to sneak across the border through Thailand. With backpacks filled with borrowed film equipment they set out without a clue of how they would break inside a countryside filled with landmines, Burmese soldiers, and wet season torrential weather. They didn’t know what they would find, or if anyone would listen to their story when they returned."
-- Road of Resistance: A Journey into Burma's War-Torn Karen State.
17.6.11
Ban Lao: Building classrooms in Thai villages
These same kids were now boarding at Ban Lao, and some of them recognized me too! I searched my laptop, hunted through my old photos and showed them pictures we had taken during that project. We had laughs all around about how fortunate we were to find each other again! This was also the moment my group was invited into their tight-knit world with open arms and blind trust. From that day on, the children and our volunteers were inseparable.
The kids had something to teach us too during our stay. Jack, our volunteer coordinator and good friend, decided to help me teach a Thai language class to the volunteers. The kids crowded around and helped our volunteers with pronunciation, by far the most difficult challenge for our foreign tongues!
A Real Thai Ghost Haunting
Pom's staff came from the forest saying the spirit house had been neglected, but it was easily spotted with its red roof. P'Pom felt the chill of her staff's warning down her spine, and to this day she worries every time she visits the property that some bad omen may fall on her.
Since then, a Burmese family has moved onto the property, working for ENP to protect the land and more importantly to make daily offerings to the spirit house. This family has surrounded themselves with dogs and cats for extra protection because they feel ghosts wander freely around the land at night. Sometimes the ghosts even take on human form to communicate their needs.
Chom asked Jack if he had fed anyone garlic, and Jack admitted that he made a special dish of garlic chicken last night...but that dish was reserved for the spirit house only. Chom, normally a non-believer, was adamant he had been visited by local ghosts who have been around for a very long time.
The Burmese family that recently moved onto the property has had many strange experiences with noises and shapes appearing at random, and they associate a lot of bad luck with the unhappy ghosts on the land. While our group was there last week the local construction worker, Inge, woke up one morning feeling a force pulling his leg and dragging the blanket off his bed. (Sound a little paranormal familiar? I can 100% guarantee this Burmese worker has never seen the movie!)
And now, our story. A few days ago none of us had been told anything of the ghosts, with good reason too considering that Thai people think you're inviting bad omens by merely speaking of them. These previous stories only came out the last day, upon our departure from the project, as the local staff made sense of our strange experiences.
Every day last week, our volunteers had strange and violent dreams usually involving loved ones back home. Over breakfast each morning we would take turns sharing the details of our dreams, and we never thought more of it. On the second to last day I had a dream that one of my co-workers was trying to kill me, and the dream felt alien to me...like it wasn't coming from my sub-conscious, but being forced from another. When I talked it out with my group, we realized that all of our dreams had one theme in common: the feeling of waking up, wanting to take our revenge.
Another night one of my students woke up to the sound of my voice outside her tent. She saw me pressed against the net of her tent, and I was speaking my name over and over again. When she opened the zip of her tent I was already gone. The next morning she asked what I was doing last night, and I told her not once did I wake up or leave my tent...unless I was sleep-walking and possessed, there is no way I crouched to her tent in the middle of the night.
The very last night, I had a private haunting. My group was inside the main hut playing cards and singing songs, and I was tucked in my tent on the outside balcony trying to fall asleep. As I started to drift to sleep, I heard soft chanting coming from the front of my tent from the direction of the forest. I know it was chanting, positive that it was, since the sounds of monks chanting in their Pali language is a very distinct sound. I asked my group if they heard anything, and two girls tried to assure me it was just them singing inside the hut. I pressed my ear to the walls of my tent, and the sounds of chanting got louder and louder. I freaked out! I was the only one that could hear the monks, and knew what I was hearing something impossible since there were no people, monks or temples anywhere near our property.
The locals shared their stories and told us they think an old village once existed here since there are so many ghosts visiting in so many different forms. This land is dangerously close to the Burmese border, and 700 years ago during the height of the Lanna period, this part of Northern Thailand was regularly invaded by Burmese kings. When the Burmese invaded they were notoriously violent, and burning villages to the ground would have been common practice. Maybe that's what happened here...maybe not. One thing for sure is that I'm damn certain I lived in a haunted house last week.
10.6.11
Elephant Jungle, Build a Road!
The property will one day be a second sanctuary for rescued elephants, and we hope to make it a jungle paradise for them, ripe with sweet fruits and tasty native trees the elephants will someday feast on!
The biggest mission for this project is construction of a road. Right now the only way in and out of the property is a mud track, and in the rainy season only 4 wheel drive trucks can make it through since the road actually washes away in big chunks. 2 years ago we started this project, and now I have returned to the same project, the same road and all the same challenges!
I have led volunteer groups through the construction of over 4 road culverts (water filtration systems designed to limit road erosion) on that property now, putting in over 100 man hours and shedding buckets of sweat and ripped callouses into every batch of hand-made concrete! The work is so hard: physically demanding; the heat and mosquito infested jungle can make you feel like you are losing your mind; and on top of that we deal with the strain of sharing an accommodation with 16 people (and all sorts of poisonous wildlife) with electricity for only 4 hours each day and only 1 cold bucket shower....that's right, just take a second to imagine that... Yet, at the end of the day when you get the job done and you survive the elements, you feel indestructible!
Our accommodation is remote, simple, bare, but beautiful. While my volunteers tend to struggle without electricity and heated showers, I feel right at home here. I skipped the line for the shower nearly every day, choosing instead to bathe in the river just down the hill from our hut.
The poisonous wildlife made life exciting, especially the night one of my volunteers nearly stepped on a poisonous centipede. (Imagine a centipede with fiery orange colored legs, the length of a bookmark!) Even more terrifying was the fact that this centipede was crawling its way up the stairs into our living quarters...*shudder*
Please note: this particular species of centipede in Thailand is toxic enough to kill small dogs and can seriously incapacitate adults for several days. The Thai way of handling these critters is to scream your bloody head off, jump around frantically to avoid their speedy fast mad-driven crawling, and then cut their heads off with sharp tools. This we did with great relief.
(pictured here: our jungle hut accommodation; and my private tent on the balcony)
We also put our hands in the construction of a super-adobe mud-house. A first for me! This house will eventually be an information center for the project and local forest, and we're attempting to build it with all natural and recycled materials: mud house, thatch roofs, recycled glass windows and tires for structural stability, and a sticky tapioca mixture for natural glue.
The tree planting was hard work since the sun beat down on us nearly every day, but the end result will be great! In a couple years these young trees will up be up and blooming, and forest life will eventually rejuvenate itself.
3.6.11
Sao Yai, The Rescued Elephant
We've been working incredibly hard: cutting enough corn to feed 35 elephants; shoveling poop from shelters spread out all over the property; assisting with the veterinary care for elephants that are sick and injured; handling tons (literally 3-4 tons daily) of pumpkin and watermelon to be washed, cut and fed to the elephants; and handling the daily maintenance/repairs required around the park (i.e. fencing, planting trees, repairing shelters.)
It was such an honor to be a part of this experience, and I will cherish the memory always.